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Saturday, June 02, 2007 10:26 PM
this is my 200th post. went to the new church building just now. never regret going. thanks! thank you for everything. the presence is there. it is just there. trash everything out to samantha, thanks for hearing me out. i do not know why, but i guess it is just God? SACRIFICE``. purpose and choice of it is what make it different from suffering. i know i got to make a choice. perhaps, i've made on in my mind, but it is just that my heart cannot follow what my mind thought. i know what's right and wrong. but human are just like this, you know what you are doing and you know the consequences, but you just want to do it no matter what. wells, it apply the same way to me. so much experiences after so many years, of course i understand larhs. =) wells, everything seem alright now after pouring it all out.
- a choice to made. a decision that will affect me to you-
finally got back my 8250 from slyvia. thanks~ if i'm asked again, the same question, i will still be hesistating like now. because my heart aren't willing to let go. perhaps this is the sacrifice that i need to made for this year. my mind is at a lost.
this is what i thought of yesterday and i realised, everything is in a flow, in the flow of God.
standing in the midst of darkness, dark clouds hovering above me. with dim light at one end. trying to catch a glimpse of it, but no matter how hard i tried, there seemed to be another force pulling me. i felt that i'm getting further from the shine of light. and when everything is in dark. i found myself losing balance and holding on there myself.
there will be times when i felt like giving up. but God will just come in time to save me by shining the light upon me. i just want to thank God for everything. including waiting for me to come back to you and also speaking to me when i'm so lost. indeed, you are a God who honours Your promises.